me. my life.

back in ipoh.

2010-10-01T21:58:00.000-07:00

finally i m in ipoh again. ughhhhhh, everything didn't work out as i thought of. :/

morning. isc breakfast, gym.

noon, fetch carmen to friend's wedding. then go facial.

afternoon, gunung rapat buy stuffs, then go jj.

evening, fetch carmen.

night, dinner. online, sleep.

NOTHING WENT AS SCHEDULED.

WTHHHHHH. i wanna go gymmmm! :/

group assignment?

2010-09-30T01:35:00.001-07:00

ughh, the first time doing a group assignment, seriously fucked me up.
i don't really mind if i myself get a low marks for any of the assignments, it affects other's result as well, so, ughh, stressful. gotta learn more :)

went snooker with wanbang, there was this... fellow, he came in with a his-cue. then sat down and watch, thought he's kinda pro or some kind, but after his friends came, ugh, even worse than me. hahaha! and the worst part was, his friend, look kinda gay. XD i didnt realized till my cousin told me that. (uncle somemore. )

gotta train more. :/

2nd assignment, english.

2010-09-29T04:45:00.000-07:00

fuuuu, finally done with it. thou it's not really finished yet but ive done my part of work, gonna suffer more tomorrow i guess. :/
anyway, it's already the second month i've been in inti, two more to go. :)

There's a carnival in school. mid-autumn-carnival i guess? but it's raining. so, yea, lets see if it's gonna stop soon . Is going back to ipoh this weekend, saturday, gunung rapat :) lets see if the Ms. Soul is free to go with me.
Surprises are coming ! relaxxxxxx. :)

back to school.

2010-08-24T01:13:00.001-07:00

The second week in inti subang,still, boring as usual but i think i'm getting used to school life again though this time is slightly different which i m staying by myself, apart from hometown, and there's no need to wake up at 6am everyday! haha!

Just finished chemistry class, it's more interesting than i thought of, and luckily it's just the basic stuffs of this subject, so i m still able to handle it without suffering. :P

Gonna write my lab report now, so see ya, have a nice day everyone!:)

chemistry ?

2010-08-24T01:13:00.000-07:00

the 4nd day in college.

2010-08-19T11:14:00.001-07:00

Haven't been updating this freaking blog for more than two months, was just not in a blogging mood :)

It's like 2:15 in the morning now, and i'm having a class at 8am. thought to study but i don't think i can put anything into my brain for now.

alright, everyone in spm trial, good luck!
those who had finished their spm, enjoy while you can, it's not so easy to survive in college.lol.
those who has no exam, or test, go sleep. :)

Sweet Night kl's, ipoh's.

sydney, 2nd day.

2010-05-09T08:12:00.000-07:00

first stop, 3:37pm. Din Tai Fung, which i spent almost half an hour searching for it. plus, by the time i had reached in there, they were already closing. met alex, leehou, junkeat, then moved to chinatown to meet another two friends, lijian, yijun.

second stop, 4:52pm. Lou Mou Shui Gao, thought it would be nice since the shop sign looked great, but we were wrong, ordered this "seafood dumpling noodle" ?waited more than half an hour, ugh, could not even finish HALF OF IT.

third stop, 5:45pm. a mall, no idea what was the name, just went for toilet, halfway saw a pool house, decided to go later at night.

fouth stop, 6:02pm. Lumiere, to meet sharina, one of the most expensive apartment in Sydney.

fifth stop, 6:38pm. Galleria, duty free shop, clothes, watches, and so on. this attracted me the most, it made me thought of you. :/

sixth stop, 7:28pm. no idea what was the name as well, but you could see the harbour bridge from there, the night view there was awesome, i wished you were there, another windy night.

seventh stop, 7:35pm. Opera House!, where i wanted to go the most, there was a show on that night i guess, it's a huge and nice building. :)

eighth stop, 8:38pm. Max Brenne Chocolate Bar, tried the "100% pure chocolate", hot dark chocolate, i expected it would be sort of thick but ended up, it was like Hot Milo, but still it was kinda nice :)

ninth stop, 10:07pm. Mamak!, look at the menu, and the receipt. the boss is from ipoh, st. michael i guess? what a smart business man.

tenth stop, 12:10am. the pool house, no idea what was the name again, but look! leehou enjoys playing the game uh?XD

pictures time. :)

friday.

2010-05-08T09:02:00.000-07:00

it's already 1:30 pm, just started to go out to meet alex, he was reached in sydney at 930am but i could not get up , slept too late last night :P
went out at 1:40pm to darling harbour, to meet him up at a cafe which i had forgotten the name, but it was a nice one.

as promised, i took this for you:) but it's not 3D. XP

met some new friends, will tell more bout them soon.
after yumcha with them, walked to get their stuffs in friend's car, then moved to " maze backpacker" which was stated with "CB HOTEL" as well. what a name! haha!

checked in, i and alex, decided to go out and have a walk around the city, but the others were too tired so they just stayed and wanted to have a short nap. hmm, nothing really special to mention about on the walk, we just went back to ask the rest to go for dinner. at 530pm, chose for an italian restaurant but at last mind changed, the cause, i had spaghetti in the afternoon. we then went to a korean restaurant which was kinda in a hidden street, i would never know there's such a nice korean restaurant if i did not meet them, thanks for bringing us there!:)

we found out that actually every korean guys, they do have nice body shape, is it the gene's problem? or because of the nasional service there is at least 2years? no idea. should be the second one :)

korean dinner, western breakfast .

2010-05-05T05:55:00.001-07:00

seriously had no any idea for dinner yesterday, japanese, western, italian, tried.
and chinese food here is extremely expensive, at last, we decided to have korean food for dinner. it wasn't really nice as what i had in ipoh, ipoh's was nicer.
we ordered chicken teriyaki, and beef...i have no idea what is the name, but it's beef.

that chicken slides were a little bit over sized, and the sauce, tasted like it was over cooked, onion they did not cut them into smaller pieces too, which was not really nice to be consumed.

the beef was nice, they tasted nice with the vege, i don't know how to describe, but, yea. it was nicer comparing to the chicken teriyaki. :)

here comes my breakfast, yesterday, :) because today's, was nothing special, just two breads bought in the market.
anyway, this was the special one, the first BIG BREAKFAST i took in australia, and it actually tasted..nice, but it was just too big for me. look at the size!!!
i wish you were there darl, so the tomato would not be wasted and left like that, plus, i could not really finished up everything on the plate, it's just too big. :)

darling harbour?

2010-05-04T03:19:00.000-07:00

pretty nice weather out there, and i had the computer upgraded, which i had been looking forward to do, had no chance to do and without enough time before coming to sydney.

early at 1128a.m., i was waken up by cousin's call.
went to this "capital computer", it costs me 60 dollars, he even took away the old one, because it has got 1 slot to fit in the 2GB memory. (he will definitely sell it to other customers, if i attempted to keep the old one, that would cost me 75 bucks, so yea, i guess, it's alright. ) anyway i got it upgraded. and we went there again at 3plus because she wanted to buy the desktop.

it's time for breakfast, em, no , it's lunch time already, we went to a japanese restaurant which had sushi train. sushi there were nice, but not much difference comparing to sushi king or any other japanese restaurant. anyway, i love green tea! :)

sorry darl, i promise i will take the pictures of the food but today was veryyyyy hungry , totally forgotten to take picture.:/

went to few places after lunch, Darling Harbour? and The Rocks?
nothing much to discribe, read from the pictures :)

days in singapore.

2010-05-03T04:18:00.000-07:00

hmm, was quite good there, thou danson didn't have much time to accompany me. (it's alright dude, just bring me to more places next time!:D)

this \was the second day, woke up at 2plus in the afternoon because was very very tired. after cleaning myself up, went to the food court nearby for my lunch/breakfast. chicken cutlet rice, it was $4.50, gosh. things here is double the price in msia.

then went back to house, danson's sister was doing her works, as usual, poor thing. lol. she's only 11! my 11 life was.. lol, POWERPUFF GIRL? DORAEMON? BADMINTON? i realized she has a pair of deep dark circles, bro if you see this post please do tell her not to sleep too late in the night, not good for health. haha, she's still too young to sleep late.

it was 5plus in the afternoon and danson called up, asked me whether i wanted to go for movie or not, and i was like yea why not?
he went like, yor dont be shy !
i was like, eyy i said okay! haha, but where?
and he told me that, take bus , to causeway point. its easy.
so yea, managed to get to there, and this is causeway point which they told me it's not a nice place to shop at.

ipman2! should be pronounced as IP MAN, but the cashier pronounced it as I-P MAN. funny, an indian guy if i am not mistaken.
we bought the first row which had actually suffered our neck for 5minutes, then we decided to go the the back and to look for other places, but most of them were filled.
but the floor the spaces at the back was not, and i did my first time sitting-on-cinema-back-movie. it was actually fun, but..hmm yea, imy.

by the time we had finished the movie, it was already 1plus; walked for 15minutes, decided to take cab. i didn't know that sg cab had MIDNIGHT CHARGE,which means they on the meter thing, then beside they had another thing, they charge like almost double the price.(i m not sure with the price but what i saw was almost double)

back to danson's house, with a new friend - dicky, we had a great..game, not really great actually, connection problem. we played separately, CS. and danson dozed off at around 3am. he did not know even when we sat on him.

the next day, attempted to wake up at 11am, due to limited time we had, but cause of my bro, he's a big,NO, HUGE KID. "five minutes louis, five minutes" became 3hours. 2pm plus only we got to wake up. went out at 4plus, the first time i went on MRT,

for a pool game, and dinner with them. rushed back to get the bags, and to go airport.

so yea, ended, will be updated soon!:D

first day!

2010-04-30T00:01:00.001-07:00

First day, finally i m in the airport. It’s 6 : 11 in the morning, was lost while just get off the bus, just woke up and still in the blur mode, but luckily KLIA had gotten all the information stated clearly, i could easily find all the way to that counter M which was for the jetstar, and some other companies, i can’t remember them but there were four. And if you want to go by jetstar, malaysians can’t do web check-in, it’s only for specified countries, msia is not included.
After checking in, it’s time for breakfast, i think the cheapest one in KLIA should be mc’D, and that’s always the best choice for backpackers like me, cheap, fast, good . i ordered a meal of this new set of breakfast, it’s called mega sausage mc.muffin i think?

Something starts with mega. It’s nice, but it cost me RM12.60. not a wise choice, but i just wanted to try it.

Breakfast was done, 1hour plus left before boarding, decided to have a walk in this huge duty-free shopping mall. Eventually i was lost, was to go gate 23, i went to gate 32, luckily was not walking with the big backpack, i switched to a smaller and lighter one. While walking around, i found these, darlin, your favourite!

And evelyn, finally i know how does Versace spell, and how does it look like. Damn you! Lol.

Do not waste money to buy a bottle of mineral water in airport, because the price may kill you, water coolers could be seen everywhere in KLIA, so if you were looking for water, should not be a problem to find them.
I had finally managed to find the gate, and started surfing internet, reminder, the free wifi connection in KLIA is limited to 2hours only, but i think it’s enough, we would probably be there in 2hours before departing, or if you were not bringing a laptop, you can always get to find computers provided to be used there.
It’s quite convenient in Singapore, you can either choose to take MRT , bus, or cab. The MRT is almost covered whole island, i am not sure with the price but heard that it’s not expensive. The highest fare for one ride is $1.90. but sometimes you have to switch bus, depends on the bus you are taking, and the destination.
The first day of my trip, sucks, rained, heavily! That wasted my two hours time sitting outside Danson’s house (i had got the key actually, but there were two doors, i could open the first door and the second door was locked. ) i should have brought a umbrella. Lol. After the rain stopped, headed down to search for somewhere nice to visit, or to take pictures, but i found only a kindergarden school, and found out that Singapore is seriously a systematic country which had actually shocked me. the roads were perfectly built, unlike malaysia’s, sini satu lubang, sana satu lubang.
At 830pm finally he was back, and we had a great talk while watching this “American Pie” because i haven’t seen it yet. And oh, now only i knew that the electric voltage in Singapore is actually the same as Malaysia, so that would not be a problem if you forgot to bring a multi-adaptor.
So yea, this is my first day of this 3-months-trip. Enjoy :D

ipoh. hot. paradise.

2010-04-19T23:37:00.000-07:00

18th, sunny day.

11 30 am , just woke up and mum asked, wanna go swim later?
what time?
bout 1pm la.
whoa cisin ah you? 1pm?
no la, it's a nice place, uncle's house ey.
ohh okay la then.

thought it's a big pool, with a big house beside, clear water.
but it's not, i found only two small houses, a small little pool , lots of trees, and sands. well-decorated, kind of bali style, but also a little bit of msia style.
water wasn't the clear type nor good looking, it's cloudy, but when you put your hands in it, gosh, freezing cold! couldn't even waste another minute, straight stripe off and POOOOM! lol. it's like , WTF? WHERE YOU GOT THIS WATER FROM? seriously, you can't believe that, when it's almost 35 degree out there, even the wind breeze is hot air, but that water was just, fucking freezing cold, nice of course.
location? sorryy, private :D
but here are some pictures of that place. enjoy :)

ipoh-penang-ipoh

2010-04-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

10th-15th, i was in pulau penang to visit friends there, also a try for being a backpacker, kinda fun.
here i would like to thank few of my friends who i've met in penang or who went to penang at the same time with me.

Mr. Jack.
He was the first friend i had met once i reached penang. he even helped me to get offer promotion price in flamingo hotel, from 380-160. crazy right? lol.
we had a great talk while waiting for the others to come to the hotel for joyce's birthday. he's always the talkative one, haha. we will meet again very soon! :D

Mr. Chee Hung.
He..a joker i should say, he came all the way down to ipoh just for dimsum and spent time with some friends, for like 3-4 hours in ipoh. then i followed his car to penang while there's a empty space in his car. the cousin of Jack, okayy help me to tell Authur i like his voice, ish. wish i have that throat. XD

Mr. Eugene.
Ipoh lang like me, but we went there in different ways, he has got his license for like few weeks, so he could drive there, and he was our driver for the first three days!:) thanks eugene! flexibility XD one of the talkative gang too, lol. he can crap nonstop with anyone he had met. anything anytime anywhere. PRO. but anyway, i like you dude.:)

Mr. Matthew.
One of my dorm-mate in NS, unexpected we met in mcd on the 13th, morning while i was with eugene going there to have our breakfast with jack. gosh, lol, funny. we talked for like 1-2 hours just all bout our ns thingy, and some stupid stuffs. then he joined us for dinner in subway on the same day, he never changed, still that gayish look as usual(according to everyone, i don't really think he looks gay actually.) :)

Ms. Jocelyn.
A blur and steam one, who always been entertaining me, eugene and jack, we couldn't stop laughing once seeing her. A random type, it's like, she can ask a random question just out of sudden. that's why i like her and wanted to thank her for entertaining us XD

okay, the last one and also the special one.
My Darling, Celine Wong Chai Lin.
She's the first one who i went charity walk with, and the first one who ever asked me to do charity things. lol. pretty sweet the walk was, she managed to guide me all the way from starting point to finishing point without banging on any tree. haha. emm, and the rest. lol. privacy :P
Anyway, i love you Darling. :-*

wedding in bali.

2010-04-07T06:25:00.001-07:00

Bali.

As I said, 1^st– 4^th, April 2010, there will be a wedding in Bali. Which is my cousin – jareldine’s wedding.

We woke up at ... no, I didn’t sleep the night before that , I actually stayed up till 3 in the morning with cheeman, and my dear sister, celine Wong, as my company via texting until the time when i almost reached KLIA. *touch * Benjamin button was a nice movie, lol.

I and Chee Man , were watching “meet the Sparta”, that was my third or fourth time watching it, but still, helped us a lot while waiting the time to pass.

5 in the morning, reached june’s hostel, picked her up, then we moved to the airport immediately, a silent night, no one else except our car on the road.

Checked in, luggage dropped (we actually already checked in online, that made us an easier way than the others who had to wait to check in on spot, a long queue). Time for breakfast, mcd’s breakfast sets . they had no any burgers at that time, only filet-o-fish, used to be my favourite, i hate to eat fish that early ( was not fresh. :/) .

After reaching there, checked in. The whole day we stayed in the hotel. Was tired.:) the same night, there was a cocktail welcome party in ..matahari villa , it was nice.

The next day, was a one day trip in bali, went to temples, streets, and beach!:D

3rd , April. half day trip in bali then we went for the dinner. successful, nice, and grand dinner. Spanish are nice and friendly. :D

the last day, went to matahari mall to shop for some souvenirs, june and carmen bought a lot. i bought only two clothes, gonna wear it this weekend. darling , you'll see it soon:D

Anyway, Bali is a nice place. would want to go there again! :)

Joaquin & garaldine's wedding dinner in msia.

2010-03-28T10:11:00.000-07:00

Joaquin, Jaraldine's wedding, dinner.

i think it was a nice and successful night, Joaquin - the handsome bridegroom from spain, Jaraldine - the beautiful bride from msia, and also as my "Garaldine yeeyee"; i didn't know that she was the bride till she told me in the hall, how embarrassing. :P
the menu.

two stupids were doing some stupid stuffs, proposing with the display roses, they ruined the whole ornamental flowers.

this's what i wore that night, sorry my darling, i've forgotten to show you that night. :/

nah, this's for you, for apology .nice right celine wong? :P

not much pic tures taken on that night, but promise t here will be lots of pictures after coming back from bali; official wedding. beach and bikini i'm comingggg! hahaha!

cheesy day.

2010-03-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

3.22 p.m. 19th march 2010. my second try.

was tastier than the previous one, i can finally feel the cheese! haha.

did not managed to take picture of the procedures, but here are some shots after it's done.

celine wong, want some? hahahahahahaha!

this's the previous one, first try, not enough of cheese. :P

new friends, new members.

2010-03-16T10:36:00.000-07:00

ughh, this blog is frozen for few months, time to unfreeze it.

not bad recently, met lots of new friends, and old friends of course.

after going to this stupid plkn camp, i found that actually penang ppl are not that.. lansi? i supposed. they are much more friendlier than ipoh ppl. not all, but at least i do know some.

like my twinny, chai lin! 920726 :D

guess she's my best friend in penang, though we don't look alike but we were born on the same date, 920726; a cheering, everythingtobeperfect person, and and! talkative ones! never meet one in ipoh :/ because of her, i learned some songs, which really suits our situation. No matter how bad the day is, life still goes on, just face it with a big smile on your face! and remember this, when you need me, i'm always here. :DD

and another talkative girl i've met in the camp, Jocelyn, braces-monster! haha.

who has plenty of modes, happy, hyper, mad, emo, angry, and moreee. can be asking lots of questions until you have nothing to tell her, but the questions are still coming out, thats why i like talking to her :P

it's hard to forget someone, but you still have to, he's not the right guy for you . :)

recently lost one friend, but gained two friends back :D

and there are new members in my home. not really sure what's the name of them , herby and sparker i think. in canto, dai B, faii chai. haha!

here they are!

that's all. will upload more soon :D

Mum and Dad.

2009-10-30T09:00:00.000-07:00

Parents, the most important thing in our life, since we are born, they had already always be by your side, there is nothing can replace your family, not friends, not things, not anything.

Since we were born, they are already with us, until we are getting into school, college, Uni, and even after finished educations, the first time working, get fired, another new job, marry; whenever we are in trouble, sick, happy, or sad, they are always there, willing to face problems with you, share your happy. But nowadays, many of us are getting to forget bout these things, think that being good with family is not cool, friends will laugh at you; so what do you think is cool uh?

They had been supporting you, and giving you the best thing, never say a thing. They will always support you, when you are in a right direction. But why are we asking so much? satisfy with what you have please, because some of us don't even have the chance to have parents, family's love.

When you are in trouble, do you think friends or lovers can help the most? no, only your family.
Friends, i mean, the so-called "friends", they will only give you advise, the same advises from everyone, cheer up, don't give up, ill support you, and so on, that helps alot right? wake up please, face the fact, only your closest one would help you the most. They will never leave you alone.

Why can't we just think of this, why can't we put more effort to take care of them when they are old?
Think bout this, since you were small, they had been taking care of you, worked so hard to earn, just to give the best things to us, but what bout themselves? the only thing they want is to see your smile. Make them smile, think bout it please.

love is blind? bullshit

2009-10-23T10:56:00.000-07:00

love, it's not only between two persons. everyone can be loved,by someone else. it's applied to everyone in this world. included me and you. we are actually in love too, i'm not saying that your boy/girl; they are your parents, friends,relatives,even your pet. they are all showing love to us. parents brought you up until you get into primary school, secondary school , college, Uni, etc. that's not easy. this' the way they show their love to us.they are the one who we should love! not those so-called lover, girlf or boyf.

okayy. some of them might be true love. no doubt. but some, please think twice before you ever fall for anyone.
just one wrong step, and it may ruin the rest of your life. so why can't the people choose carefully?at least please just do simple research on that person, before you fall for him/her. blindly.
so actually love's not blind. we should choose smartly to love. it's a nonsense from some idiots whoever created this so-called "quote". we can't even waste a second to love someone who doesn't worth for it. In the world of money, benefits. trust no one. because they may cheat you just to get some benefit from you.

for those who are in love. ( no offense.) :

have you ever had a thought like. what if he/she leave me someday? what if he/she just disappeared ? then what will your life be? so even you're in love, please make things clear. friends are friends. lover is lover. you can't dump friends just because of your lover. they are actually much more important.

for those underage. ( > 18. ) :

nothing is gonna change the law/rules in everywhere. you're underage. means you're not qualified to do that. don't ever tell the judge that " we love each other.“ or " this' the prove of love".no such thing alright?
i've heard of some friends. "he forced me to do so, i wasn't willing to do that." but you're actually smiling while you were "raping" by the he .
maybe he said " love me, give me. " COME ON, if you really want to do, why don't you go find a prostitute to settle your problem?

for those cheaters :

if you want to cheat that person, do it in another way please. don't lower the standard of yours, and also this society. the people who has been cheated. cheer up. learn from lesson. this' the life. no one can ever help you if you never wanted to let them help. so listen to advices by your family, and friends. don't be so stupid anymore after the lesson.

that's all i want to say i think.:D hope you did enjoy reading. thanks.

someone's words.

2009-10-22T05:38:00.000-07:00

Friends, a word defined two/three/four/five.......++++ persons' relationship.

Sometimes, we just can't totally believe in friends.
you may get hurt. when you've put all hopes and trust on them.
because when you're so confident on that person.trusted him, believed her, depended on him.
but. it can just happen in a sudden. and it makes you fall, like hell.
i believed that every of my friends were good. especially those who were close with me.and i thought they're innocent and good enough to be my close friends.lol.
but anyway this' actually the world.
good friends, last forever, but once you've cheated on your friend. the scar will last forever, too.
that's like fire burning in your heart and body. it's really really hurting.

they came into my/your heart with nothing, but leave with lots of scars there, i don't know how did they do that. lol.
but anyway, it's not an important thing.i don't care bout that anymore.because they're not my friend anymore.

i guess everyone of us, had thought bout this. like " she's pretty, so she's good " & "he's handsome, so he's good" or maybe " he/she's cool, so i should follow him/her".
LOL. what a nonsense.
yaaaa i do agree that some of them are good. but not all, just remember this. this' what the chinese always says, " bring your eyes to choose friends".

after reading this blog, go tell your friends how much you love them. and please do appreciate what you do have now.
i do love my good friends too, there are two here.
Apple tan, and Angel liew. i love both of you! friends okay.lol

uhhhhhh. i don't know why am i crapping so much here. maybe it's just trying to write an essay to prepare for my spm. lol. anyway , thanks for reading!:D

喜欢你

2009-10-15T23:53:00.000-07:00

这个应该算是我在 blogger 里第一个华语的文章吧，除了那个从女王的部落格抄过来的 [台灣女人對美的迷思 ] 这个不单是台湾而且怡保的女生也是一摸一样。
整天就只会美白无聊，不是每个女生都白得好看的好不好。所以请各位女生注意拉，不是每个男生都喜欢女生那么白的，像我就是，哈哈。
而且就算你再白，但每天窝在家里，连出去买个东西都檫防晒，我觉得没有多少个男生顶得顺的咯。我们男生，不是每个，但是大部分都会喜欢跟一个比较active的女生出去吧你要保养就在家做好了。

啊，哈哈，今天要讲的是庭竹的那首歌 [喜欢你]。
刚刚在[王牌大明星]听到的，一听就很喜欢，然后马上上网找了。
这首歌是讲说她很喜欢一个男生，但是不敢开口表白，所以就在那个心情下写了这首歌，而且email了给那男生。但是等了很久很久，最后那男生竟然问“这是你的新歌demo吗？还是写给我的啊？“
哈哈哈，炸到阿。

但是这首歌真的，一听就会有种让你微笑的感觉。希望你们会喜欢啦:D

好想有个女朋友阿 :P

演唱:庭竹
专辑:雨声

雨伞下的距离..........
车窗内的空气..........
没有防备的自己.........
好意外不由自主的动心.......
喜欢你微笑神情
专注的眼睛
拨动我的心情
喜欢你认真表情
对我好热情
心慢慢的贴近
喜欢你温热手心
传达的讯息
温柔包围我的心....
爱情来到的那一天....
我真的愿意相信...
~~~music~~~
电话里的声音...........
遥远却更亲密...........
不知何时开始............
已习惯身边有你的呼吸............
喜欢你微笑神情
专注的眼睛
拨动我的心情
喜欢你认真表情
对我好热情
心慢慢的贴近
喜欢你温热手心
传达的讯息
温柔包围我的心
到那么一天.......
你是否愿意..........
~~~music~~~
da la ...
da la ...
喜欢你所有决定
温柔的声音
拨动我的心情
喜欢你撒娇语气
傻瓜的行径
心慢慢的贴近
喜欢你宽厚背影
安定的气息
温柔包围我的心.....
我相信一定有一天
我们就可以.....
在一起............
和你在一起...........

喜欢你认真表情
对我好热情
心慢慢的贴近
喜欢你撒娇语气
傻瓜的行径
心慢慢的贴近
喜欢你认真表情
对我好热情
心慢慢的贴近
喜欢你撒娇语气
傻瓜的行径
心慢慢的贴近
喜欢你认真表情
对我好热情
心慢慢的贴近
喜欢你撒娇语气
傻瓜的行径
心慢慢的贴近
在一起

link : 喜欢你

台灣女人對美的迷思

2009-10-15T21:41:00.000-07:00

因為寫作的關係，我一直在觀察現在女生的想法和態度，發現台灣的女人對於「美」有很奇特的認同、煩惱和迷思。

我先聲明，這是我個人的觀察和意見，僅供參考。雖然寫這篇文章並不討喜，但還是忍不住想要寫出我內心的很多疑問。為什麼，大部分的女人，對於「美」有這麼難解的心結，對於「美」的認同難以理解，對於「美」有這麼多同樣的煩惱，其實是我們對於「美」有哪些迷思？

第一項：一白遮三醜

台灣女人，以及某些亞洲女人，最注重的就是皮膚要白、白、白！

甚至還有大家朗朗上口的一句話：「一白遮三醜。」彷彿只要皮膚白了，其他地方醜也沒差，只要皮膚白了，就不會醜！於是大家拼命美白，不愛曬太陽，看到太陽就好像看到鬼一樣，女學生體育課躲在屋簷下裝病，很多女人寧可熱死也要包緊緊，不愛海灘不愛戶外活動盡量不出門，粉底永遠買最淺的色號，看到自己不小心曬黑一點就會哀嚎，於是把自己搞的緊張兮兮，只怕自己黑了一點就會變醜。

但是，白或許比較好看，卻也不代表只要你白，就什麼地方都好看。相反來說，只要你好看，就算你黑了點，還是會好看。如果你有三醜，就算你白的像屍體一樣，大家還是看的到你的三醜。所以，白跟美醜或許有相對的關係，但並沒有絕對的關係。

而且，並不是每個人都要白才好看，在一味的追求白的時候，先想清楚，你到底怎樣比較好看，而不是只要白了就會好看。找到你自己的路線，比盲從大眾化的口味還重要，你也會承認，很多又白又漂亮的女人，他們吸引人、受人歡迎絕不只是因為他很白。

我其實很受不了瘋狂的追求白而變的惹人厭、礙到別人的行為，彷彿不小心要他曬到一點太陽就大呼小叫要人命一樣，出去玩又神經兮兮的撐傘戴帽包的像木乃伊，找他出去，他會不爽的說：「我才不要曬黑！」、「太陽那麼大，幹嘛找我出門？」好像欠他似的，然後每天碎碎唸怎麼辦他過了一個馬路又變黑，抱怨東抱怨西、惹人厭，一點都不可愛不討人喜歡。

我真的覺得這種人的問題不是在他夠不夠白，而是他負面的情緒：「因為我不夠白，所以不夠美麗。」而讓人覺得他不美麗。

這麼說來，很多人會講，那麼我就不美白了嗎？我的確是很愛去海邊、去曬太陽，我也很愛曬的一身健康的膚色，但是我還是會美白，不是為了白，而是為了不讓肌膚老化乾糙長斑，對我來說皮膚好、膚色健康、氣色好討人喜歡，比起一味的追求白還重要。我不想生活因為一白遮三醜而活的這麼彆扭，我也從不覺得我好不好看是來自於我白不白。

美麗本來就有很多種形式，有人可以白的很美，也有人健康的膚色很吸引人，每個人都有最適合自己「美」的方式，但是美麗最重要的還是心態和態度，心態上認同自己、對自己有信心，態度上正面的、健康的讓自己心胸開闊，以及一直不放棄讓自己變的更美而努力。心裡面要永遠住著一位正妹，到老了還是吸引人。

如果你要一白遮三醜，不如先去解決那三醜，或許到時你並不需要白來遮醜。

第二項：人人瘋減肥，暴瘦才是美

減肥大概是台灣女人的全民運動，你隨便問一個女生都覺得自己胖，連瘦到令人髮指的模特兒也會在你面前說：「怎麼辦，我最近變胖了...」但是你看不出來他到底胖在哪，心虛羞愧的想其實自己才算胖，瘦的人在你面前嫌自己胖，只想讓你切腹（切肥肉）自殺。

雖然每個女人幾乎都在瘋減肥，但女王我有覺得有個「做人基本的禮貌」要跟大家建議，不管你是不是覺得自己肥或變胖，千萬不要在比你胖的人面前說自己胖，因為這是「非常沒有禮貌的行為」，難道你要人家安慰你：「你哪胖，我才叫胖吧！」簡直是羞辱人的行為啊！

所以，千萬不要做這種沒有禮貌的缺德事！謝謝！

不過，一定很多人不以為然的說：「女王你不胖，所以你才要批評減肥吧！」我承認我不胖，我不批評減肥（我當然也有在維持身材），我要講的是「瘦才是美」的迷思。

當然，大部分的美女都是瘦子沒錯，所以瘦就是美也是事實。但是瘦並不完全等於美！老實說，很多人努力減肥，大家捫著良心講，你身邊某些瘋狂減肥的人，就算他們瘦到了40公斤以下，就會真的美嗎？你一定同意，他們的問題不是在「瘦」，也不是「體重」，而是「整體感」。

很多人追求體重的數字，忘了整體感才是好不好看的重點。我家沒有體重計，我很少有機會知道自己的體重，很多人問我要怎麼瘦、怎麼維持身材，我都會先說：「曲線比體重還重要。」大家看到的是你的線條好不好看、而不是你體重的數字。很多模特兒都很瘦，但是看他們走台步的時候你會發現，很多人瘦的線條並不美，令人訝異的是這麼瘦的女生走路的時候屁股下垂的肉還會晃、大腿有橘皮，肉還鬆鬆的抖動。明明這麼瘦的女生，怎麼可能還有肥肉？

一公斤的肌肉與一公斤的肥肉即使重量一樣，但是肥肉的體積是肌肉的數倍，也就是說，一味相信體重的人你很有可能瘦的不是肥肉而是肌肉，你要的是緊實的肌肉一公斤，而不是鬆垮的肥肉一公斤。所以，只減肥、吃藥、節食而瘦的女生，就會有不健康的線條。或許瘦就會好看，但是很多是瘦的線條不好看的女生。不必計較體重的數字，而是重視你身材的線條。

可惜大家太追求體重的數字，我也一天到晚被見面的讀者逼問：「女王你本人很瘦，你到底幾公斤。」老實說，根據我上個月有機會量到的體重是48公斤（我的體重、年齡、罩杯都不會謊報或灌水），也就是說，距離我之前因忙碌瘦到45公斤後其實我是變胖了，但是我買衣服的尺寸居然變小。我有我維持身材的方法，但絕對不是減肥節食或吃藥。

各位姊妹，千萬不要因為減肥而變成一個不討人喜歡的女生，不要聚餐的時候都不吃還嫌熱量高讓同桌的朋友尷尬，也不要每天怨恨食物虐待自己怨天尤人，更不要因為減肥而讓自己不開心、不愛自己，用負面而否定的情緒過日子。

不要為了數字斤斤計較，也不要迷信瘦一定美，我認識很多女生不特別瘦但是健健康康、討人喜愛，懂得打扮自己穿衣服凸顯身材優點，這些女生，比起那些怨恨食物食不知味的瘦子還令人喜歡。更何況，女人有了點年紀要有點肉才會有福氣，不要當個瘦到沒福氣的女生。

電視上報紙上那些體重異於常人的藝人只有暴瘦變紙片人上鏡頭才美，我們不必用著這樣的審美觀過生活。擁有健康、愛上自己的身體、擁有享受美食的好心情，不要為了體重而計較，而是擁有好的體態、曲線，知道自己身材的優缺點來穿衣服，這才是最重要的事。

第三項：暴乳才是性感

這陣子流行爆乳的廣告，打開電視你看到許多抖著乳房、擠著乳溝，讓人搞不清楚賣的是什麼品牌商品只記得爆乳，很多女生看到這種廣告都很不舒服，裝女僕裝無辜天真的抖著童顏巨乳，簡直跟A片的橋段沒有兩樣。不止女生看了不舒服，我認識一些男生也懷疑為何廣告商都以為暴乳廣告就一定會吸引男人掏錢：「難道他們以為男人都弱智到這種程度？」

不止如此，飲料廣告告訴青春期的小女生，要胸部大才能抬頭挺胸受男生歡迎注目禮，內衣廣告告訴女人胸部大才真正的女人，一定要把乳房擠的像碗公一樣、乳溝夾到呼吸困難，這才叫性感。打開報章雜誌，大家習以為常女星暴乳，覺得這就是現在美的標準，一邊感嘆自己為何怎麼擠都沒有碗公奶，乳溝不能夾死蒼蠅...

但事實上，那些我們看到的暴乳，除了假奶外，都要用nu bra + 封箱膠帶（黃色寬版膠帶）捆綁、擠出來的成果，事實上，我們正常人根本不可能每天過著nu bra + 封箱膠帶討生活，大家不必太羨慕那些照片裡的暴乳，因為很多人拿掉nu bra、內衣超厚襯墊、封箱膠帶後，其實胸部真的一點也不大，before和after的差距常讓我傻眼，不過，男人看到的都是表象，就讓他們繼續活在美麗的謊言中吧。

胸部大不大真的只有「遺傳」兩個字，什麼食補、針灸之類的說法都是那些有隆乳的明星說來安慰人的。如果過了20幾歲還有青春期，那還真是神蹟。

但是我不懂，為何現在很多女人對性感的焦點都集中在乳房，好像只要暴乳了就是性感，其他地方都不重要。但老實說，很多暴乳的裝扮和過度擠出來不自然形狀的乳房真的一點也不性感、不好看，讓人不舒服啊！

我覺得一個女生的身材好不好，並不是在於尺寸、不在於某個部位的大小，而是「勻稱」和「整體感」，而且，一個女人性不性感，並不是在於身材的某個部位，而是她對自己的自信，她表現出來的態度，以及她的個人魅力。性感並不是追求完美，許多擁有完美身材的女人，不一定讓人覺得她性感，反而讓人不舒服。而且過度追求完美而顯現出來「沒自信的不可愛」，反而讓她失去魅力。

更何況，許多身材不完美的人，也很性感，碧昂絲或許以我們東方人的眼光看太大隻，但是她跳起舞就讓我深深著迷他的性感，安室奈美惠身高不到160但是比例卻好的勝過model，凱莉米洛還不到155，更有許多人沒有完美的身材，卻有自己的魅力吸引人，個性性感、腦袋性感，比起單純只有身材性感，還更受人歡迎、更經的起時間的考驗。

如果只有暴乳才叫性感，那麼只好繼續靠擠乳過日子。對我而言，最高明的性感不是在「生理」，而是在「心理」。

第四項：女人的審美觀來自男人的眼光

承接上一項，我發現許多女性產品的廣告，並不是拍給女人看的。也就是說，那些廣告是拍給男人看，讓男人喜歡後，再讓女人覺得「這就是男人喜歡的美女」，而認為自己那樣子才是美。男人覺得性感，女人才知道要怎麼做才性感，男人認為美，女人才知道什麼樣才叫美。很多美的標準都是來自於男人，並不是女人，女人常用男人「會不會肯定自己」的眼光，來自我感覺「我是不是美女」。

譬如說，我一直很不能理解的，很多女人喜歡到處炫耀一天到晚被搭訕，我上節目的時候常聽到女生得意的說自己最高紀錄一天有幾個人搭訕，所謂的XX美女最喜歡在公開場合說好多人要搭訕，我很不能理解，被搭訕到底有什麼好值得開心、炫耀的？

充其量，搭訕你的很多都是變態色狼，他們一天可以到處搭訕無數路過的女生，被這種「咖」搭訕，有什麼好值得高興、值得炫耀的？要是我，絕對不會說有人搭訕我。

因為那些女人覺得，被搭訕代表自己的外表受肯定，很多男生追代表自己很正，被男人說「妳好正」就認同自己真的很正，但是，為何女人需要男人來肯定自己是不是很正，而不是自己對自己有自信，覺得自己很美很正，自己的內心認同與肯定自己？

難道，女人對外表的自信心是來自男人的眼光？

有的女人，常會在意男人的評論與批評，男友覺得她哪裡不夠完美，她就會努力減肥、用力變美，他們對自己沒自信，於是用男人的審美觀來審視自己，用男友的標準來改變自己。很怕自己不夠瘦、不夠美，男友就會不夠愛他。這樣的女人，即使再美麗，依然沒有自信、沒有魅力。

有人說：「妳怎麼能這麼有自信？」我說，自信不是自傲，而是我很清楚我的優點和缺點，既然我不夠完美，我就要好好發揮我的特點，我矮的很有自信，我從不批評自己的身材，我努力讓自己變的更好，是因為我很愛我自己，而不是為了讓別人更愛我。我交過的男友幾乎都說過我胖，但我從不會為他們減肥或改變，因為，他們若喜歡竹竿妹紙片人，他們就去啊，如果他們要愛我，就要接受我。我肯定自己，就算你不肯定我，也不會影響我。（不要就拉倒）

我認真的希望多一點以拍給女人看的廣告，而不要再用男人的眼光來拍女人的廣告。我真的希望，女人覺得自己好、美麗、性感，是來自於自己內心對自己的肯定，而不是別人說妳夠好、夠美、夠性感，妳才肯定自己。

美麗有太多形式，每個人都有自己的魅力，做好你自己，努力經營自己，放掉那些美的迷思，妳才能找到真正屬於你的美麗。

本文取自：女王部落格
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/illyqueen

emilyng... dontknow what. happy birthday!!

2009-10-15T05:04:00.001-07:00

emmm. i m not really sure how to spell her name, but there one thing sure.
Emily Ng Happy Birthday!!:D

i m so sorry that i couldn't attend your party yesterday.
janganlah marah :D
you're so lucky wey! everything is done by ppl.
and y0u never had to worry bout anything.
invitation. the cake. the room.the food. the place. whatever laa. lol.
the only thing you had to thought bout was what you should wear right? haha.
lucky girl! if i were you. huiyooo. sweet 9 sei loo!

okay la. don't scold me when the next time i see you in parade or jj or maybe somewhere in msia okay?
next year surely ill go celebrate with you even you don't want to see my face. lol
start to prepare what you should wear for next year's birthday ! haha.
can't see her face right. okay good. this' what i wanted for. LOL.

no laa. haha. this' the birthday girl. Emily Ng dontknow what. lol. Happy Birthdayy!:D

for my earthworm mummy.

2009-10-15T04:56:00.003-07:00

you do think that ive forgotten bout you right. HAHA.
i didn't!

Happy birthdayyy!:D
sorry for saying this so late.
it's one day after your birthday already. haha
but i did tried my best to write this post as fast as possible.since i don't have your contact number. haha. couldn't wish you by calling or msging or anything.

but who else on earth will do this for you mummy! LOL!

and i m actually wondering what did you received for this year's birthday. tell mee!!:D

this' the earthworm. haha. who i found that she's my mum.and also a primary schoolmate of mine.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY MUM!

wednesday.

2009-09-16T02:29:00.002-07:00

Another bored day. 16th September 2009.
tomorrow's the mandarin paper. not prepared yet.but there's nothing for me to prepare, too.

it's going to rain out there.
can't see the sun. but the clouds. dark. and the damp air.
now i know how's the life after my spm. bored bored and bored.

it's quite lifeless without friends talking to me.
talked to applee until 5.58am last morning. early right?LOL.
16th September 2009.
my seiyea stopped msg me at 12.26am.
15th September 2009.
angel's last msg was 2.57pm.
15th September2009.

woke up at 230pm this afternoon.
watched tv until 3something then went upstairs to play com.
talked to cheedi,chooilengdebabi, melainededaib. and my beloved sister junehuiru in facebook.

errr. i think this' enough for today.
someone found me in phone. so yaa. byeee!:D

wednesday.

2009-09-16T02:29:00.001-07:00

seiapple!!! happy birthdayyy!!!

2009-08-26T04:21:00.000-07:00

started school again. haih. so bored in school now. everyday no lesson but revision. but they are finally improved :) the recces timee! it was only 20 minutes for the break and 30minutes for lunch. now it's 30minutes for break and 45minutes for lunch :DD errr anyway. that's outoftopic :P yesterday went to parade right after school. met my seiyea. tiffany. kaishin. and tony in kbox.room28.lol sang until 6. but kaishin went back earlier. then went to MP at 8pm to celebrate apple's bday. she said CCBs all couldn't come because they didnt want to celebrate with her. xD at around 11pm. all of them came! and they brought the bigg card . the cake. and a cup of dontknowwhat. :P so surprise! (but i knew it laa :P) so yeaaa. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEIAPPLE!!!:DDD iloveyou forever!!:D

brandnewme.

2009-07-30T03:46:00.000-07:00

this is my latest look :D new hair cut for summer break.
give some comment pleasee.

happy birthday to me :D

2009-07-26T22:15:00.000-07:00

25/7, the day before my birthdayy. and also amc canteen dayy.

yeaa. went to amc at 9 something.
then saw wenyi. ashlee. sabrina. annie. vivian. verons. these lengluis.
and many many many many friendss.

err.it was not really fun. quite bored there.went to jj at 12 something.
celebrate with my sis and bro.and milky mindyy. thanks for the presentss!!:D

thenn.went back home at6 something.
headacheee:( while watching asq.
then went out to breeze cafe at 9something.
to celebrate with map. map acc staffs:D
many lengluiissXP
until 1something i guess.they requested me to go barroom after that.but because of the headache and my parents . cannott:(

but anywayy. thanks for all the wishes from you all:D and the partyyy:D i love you guyss!!

birthday present :D

2009-07-14T06:06:00.000-07:00

arhhh. im back :)
its been so long didnt update this blog.
quite good this few weeks :D
and received a present from my mum.
she just back from outstation.
bought this for me .

had the mid-year exam last two weeks. =.= i hate it.
these are my result.
the proudest one. SEJARAH - 9 marks! :D actually i planned to get only 5marks. but the teacher didnt let. so i was forced to accept the fact. :(
ENGLISH- 70+ but i forgot the actual mark.
SCIENCE- 58 i think.
MATHS - fuck it. 40 only.
CHINESE - 50.
MORAL - 48.
ECON - 58.
MALAY - 50 if i m not mistaken. good enough for myself.

goshhhhhhhhhh. the result of never study. HAHA.
only one B. no A . and lots of D. :/
going to die on the next thursday.. parentsday.

err. sorry for no wishing you in school bro.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM TEH! :DD

nothing much to tell d.
it will be updated soon :)

yorr. missyoufuckingmuchseiapple. two days never talk. online laaaa chibaii!!:/
i want to tell you the story ahh!

prom night :D

2009-06-13T03:06:00.000-07:00

finally the graduation night camee:D
last night. but its not ours. thats for the year11.haha
we still have 6months to go! :(( and the SPM :(

but last night was fun.
at first we were having the dinner.
then the prize giving.
i saw ema was eating when her name was called. no manners XDD

after everything was finished.the informal party started!
they started to make noisee. and the DJ played lots of musics. but i didnt know most of the songs XP it was quite fun.

after the party's ended. then moved to ipoh garden east and continue.
went kravee. and then voodoo.
met my babi there. and said goodbye to her* (she's leaving)
went back around 1am. too early.:((

and these are the pictures which taken by my phone. not much.too bad.

sabah trip :D

2009-06-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

the sabah trip...
i cant really rmb all the things.but try to think la:D

err the first day we went to an island. but dontknow what's the name of it.
there are lottsssss of hotties and cute fishess.
but my phone was out of battery. too baddd :(

then the second day.
went to kinabalu mountain. it's very cold up there.but nice :D

third day.
back to KK. nothing special.

forth day. i cant rmb XP

err fifth day. back to ipohh. haha

it will be updated later :D

2009-06-05T19:26:00.000-07:00

sorry ahhh apple! last night was too tired.
edit those pictures until 2am. cant tahan d XP
errr. and i think i will do it tomorrow.
because going to friend's party in voodoo tonight.
so we talk tomorrow k? sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :))
have fun in your party! take caree. and iloveyouu!! :D

the day before sabah trip :D

2009-05-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

grhhh. this' another boreddddd dayy.

last night received the babi's msg at 2.40 am.
but didnt read it. so sorry that i didnt reply that.
and remember to have fun in vietnam & china! :D

woke up at 10am.
heard some sound at outside. somebody screaming.
and dad rushed out from the door and see.
there's a motorist robbed an indian woman.her necklace i think.
that voice woke me up actually XP

after breakfast. decided not to go out.although there are so many people in jj today.
but lazyy. :(
so played com the whole day today. again. experience the bored-doom at home.
until 4something. finally apple woke up and online.
haha. so we chat for like two hourss.
and argued about "ipoh lengzai is more than lenglui"
i m in the prop's team and she's in the cons' team.xD
but at last she won.
it's boys 15 - girls 21 .
HAHAHA lenglui is more than lengzai in ipoh.

and remember to have fun in the picnic applee! :D

hmm and apple's twinny. HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!

two days. never receive my best friend's msg.
i hate that feelling. it's like. lost something.
maybe i m already used to it?
yes. i think i do.

*NO JUDGING WITHOUT KNOWING *

day before sabah trip.

2009-05-30T07:34:00.001-07:00

got caught. XD

2009-05-20T05:41:00.000-07:00

i will never forget this day.
HAHA. me.ongong.and cameron. were trying to escape from the school COCO . and go library to finish up our moral folio.
but unfortunately. we got caught by the somebody. in polo ground.

and he was sooooooo rude. shouting our name. and say COME BACK THE THREE OF YOU!!!!
then told us some nonsenses. such as. you can't leave the school just like that. without permission . bla bla bla.

duhhhh . eventhough we ask you. i don't think that you will let us out.
so we decided to go library by another way.

that's why i hate this school. so many activities. disturbing our personal life.
stay back until 5? bull****. what a nonsense.
why can't we have it like last time? morning?

*NO JUDGING WITHOUT KNOWING*

the reason why i love you so much.

2009-05-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

i know i m late.
but actually what i want to tell here is. I LOVE YOU!!

so yesterday was a.. happy day for every mother.every supermoms :)

actually it was a sad day for me.
no mood to prepare for my mum. i m really regret bout that.
2009. she didn't get my greeting for "mother's day"

i should have told her. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYYYYY MUMMYYY!!!! :))

i know. i m not really a good son. but i will try my best to be a good son. :)

friday night. i did a slogan for mother's day.
see this.

i know it's not really clear.
but i wrote there...
MY MUMMY IS THE BEST MOMMY IN THE WORLD BECAUSE SHE IS MY FATHER'S WOMAN
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

actually wanted to say BECAUSE SHE'S MY MUMMY one. but carmen was faster than me xP

so what i want to tell here is.. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYY MUMMYYYYYY!!!! :D

THAT'S THE REASON WHY I LOVE YOU. BECAUSE YOU ARE MY MUMMY. HAHA.

STAR WALK? haha.

2009-05-06T04:23:00.000-07:00

today. another bored day.
hate school life.
it was so cold in the morning.luckily marcus* brought a jacket. so i borrowed from him.
slept for one and half a period. during the account class.
actually wanted to study for the science test one. but can't tahan d. just sleep. xP

after the first break. the teachers made a decision. to put on a board which can write students' name on it. for those who don't pass up their homework. what a suck idea!
and after any of us' name appear up to three times. parents will be called to pick us up to go back to finish the homework. what's that la. goshh!
AS ONGONG SAID. BULLS*IT !!

during sejarah lesson. our principal came in and asked us to go out.
because the "STAR" paper's people came to the school and asked to take a picture of our class (KBSM5) and the year 11 class.
so we have to act like.. so excited to get the form from our principal. which is so FAKE.

then didn't bring PE suit. so went to the badminton court and sit. play phone and crap with *ahdou.
acted studying so that the coach and teacher won't scold us. XD

*NO JUDGING WITHOUT KNOWING*

hmm. happy birthday KAWAANNNN!!!

2009-05-02T08:06:00.000-07:00

eyyyy kawaannn!! i still rmb your bday gah!

SECOND MAY mahhh! xD
how was the present? the best present for you la i think XD

errr.. sorry for all my dear friends.
called you all out.but didnt walk with you guys.
really sorry.
because she doesn't have any company.
and i had such a long time didnt see her and lepak with her d.
we went singk.
and then went to roof top in jj. but that chibaitho didnt come.no syok la!

got a .... " good" news.
apple you know bout that.

so HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY KAWANNNNN!!!

Genting. KL trip. : )

2009-04-22T05:29:00.001-07:00

last friday. after school went ahdou's house to stay overnight.
then the next day. 6.30 woke up. prepared. then went downstairs and wait for the van.

waited around half and hour. it's already 745.
but the van should be arrived at 730 i think.
so he made a call. they told him that van got the wrong information and got the wrong address. wth?
and they said it might takes around another half an hour to reach his house.
so we wait wait wait...... until 8 something.only the van reached.
after reached there. we play play play until 10pm. XP
owhh yea. i saw Hins Cheung King Hin!! when he was on the way to go out from the gate.
and when he was in the hall to rehearse! fucking lengzai and his voiceee!! i love his voice!

Hins' car.

me. china strong.

ahloong and me.

me me me me me . xPP

the second day of the trip.
went to kl by... something like taxi but there's no any sign written on the car. haha. cost RM 60.
then went to sungai wang. lot 10. pavillion. and....qi qiong gai. no more.
bought two shorts. one jacket.

RM 68

RM 68

RM 79.90

omggg.these things made me pok gai. XP

20th of april. 5pm. leaving KL. see you again KUALALUMPUR!
i will meet you again very soon!!

" IIS " . i hate this name.

2009-04-22T05:29:00.000-07:00

the "facebook-case" in my school.

2009-04-02T07:14:00.000-07:00

i don't know what will happen tomorrow.
because of that " facebook-case" . wrote apology letter.and offered to do anything.
i can't say why the school shouldn't expel me.
but i don't know why the school should expel me too.
maybe they are just too free to do these kind of things.
compare to government schools.and also other private schools.
i can say anything i like.i can comment anything as i like.
but this time.just because of that "BAST**D" word.i got scolded by that old man.
i hate myself.for choosing this school when i was form 3.

btw. i didn't do it.
but after listening to someone's advice.
i just admit it for not making things bigger.
so they said they are going to sue me. sue my dad.sue my mum.
what? are you sure you can successfully do that?
i will say the word "sorry" to you.
but don't think that i m really feeling sorry for what that faker had done.
i feel sorry that you people are so poor-minded. believe those stuffs which you saw in that website.i said no means no.
don't expect that we are actually feeling sorry.or actually wanted to apologize.
we are just mature enough to control ourselves. our mind. our mouth.
we don't lie.we don't cheat.we don't threaten people.

just think about it.if the students are really love the school.
will they say this kind of stuffs?
they should be saying that
" don't dirty our school's name.please. "
" close this discussion please. there's none of them are being hated by us."
or something else like these.

but is there? NOPE. i can't see.
so think about it.is this really an INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL?
i don't think so. that's just the name of it.
what people sees is the truth. what people says is the truth. what people writes is the truth.

once again. i didn't do it.

*NO JUDGING WITHOUT KNOWING*

errr. just back from kl. start of a new week.

2009-03-23T02:49:00.000-07:00

yesterday.around 7 something reached home.
bathed. then mummy asked wanna go out eat anot.
but i was feeling so full that time. so decided not to go.
just stayed at home and online.
and while online-ing. apple sent a msg to me and scolding me why didnt find her. XD
so chat chat chat till..around 10something. she gtg.
then i went back room and talk with my sister and brother till 2something.
so sleepyyyyy!!!

err.today not really much things to say.
when i reached school straight away slept in the class.
till the bell rang. then only woke up. fucking tired.
then after that. as usual. the boring monday.
but i was so happy that i got 25/30 in my maths test.
haha. STEVEN ROCKSSS!!!!

see the new me.
nerdy hair style.
nerdy glasses.
nerdy me.
always missing her.

PLAY THE BEST GAME IN MMSPK!! IIS!!

hair cut. new spec.got my darling back. XD

2009-03-10T03:36:00.000-07:00

yoooooooooooooooo!!
finally ahdou gave me back my darling XPP
then charge it at school . so scare la just now. hees.

then while on the way to home.
told dad to bring me to have a hair cut.because the CHONGFELLOW caught me again.wtff!
my hair aint long at all laa!!
and when i said that to my dad.he stared at me weyyy! omgg.
it cost. RM 20 just to cut the stupid hair SHORTER.
omgggggg!but anyway it look not bad XPP
what do you think?

then.after went back home.bathed.
saw my hair.haaaaa like nerd ni XPP
then while waiting. i sms june.to remind her to bring my new spec back.
haha nerdy spec with nerdy hair.sure damn funny.
after she back and brought the spec back.

then jao online.show it to my seiyea.sure she laugh like hell! XD
but she didn't. i dont know.XP
actually didnt do much things today.just.online chat and ..no more.haha
just had dinner.
gonna off soon.have to finish the tugasan harian by today.
or stay back detention class next week.wtff.

so sweet night everybody.
byeeee.

monday. the second day without my darling.

2009-03-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

arhhhh!!!so bored!!!
nowadays people really cant live without the phone. XD
only facing the com and sing along when the song plays.and do nothing.
wtff.

bless me everybody.hope that he will bring my darling for me tomorrow xP
or i will really die.

so what did i do today? nothing.
only chatted with few friends in msn.
and watch tv. errr eat. eat and eat.

haha that's all for today.
thanks for reading.

owhh yea. BYE APPLE!! CCB FOREVER!!

YONGKIT'S BDAY.

2009-03-08T06:36:00.000-07:00

so.. two or three days didnt post anything d.
where should i start from?
okayy lets starts from yesterday.(can only rmb the things yesterday.XPP =.= )

thought my seiyea was going to jj with me. but when she said that her mum was not in mood and so she cant out. i was like WTFFFFFFFFFF!!!!??
omgg who's gonna accompany me to lepak in jj la?none of the friend was going jj yesterday!
but luckily my brothers -- kelvin.juztin. they were going parade.haha
so texted him . and met them in parade.
before meeting them.went to find another lenglui friend who's working at ipohparde's .....forgot what's the name XP but that shop's selling crystal..and jewels.
asked her to go buy yk's bday present.
and me.my bros. never plan to do anything in parade XD
so we lepak here lepak there.just walking around.
and decided to go watch movie.but three movies also required 18++. omggggg
while waiting my buddy -- kelvin's .to come meet us.(in kopitiamjunction)
suddenly seiyea call me. errr.i mean she texted me la.
haha. she said she's coming out!! but going jj.i was like WTF?
coming out but go jj?duhhhh!!!
and so.i called her and scold her xPP asked her to come parade.
she was like. "okok i will.. " and i was already not hoping that can still see her yesterday.
SO DISAPPOINTED!!!!!
but then. when we walking pass the "culture walk" street .and disturbing that uncle who's doing business by drawing OSAMA'S portrait . RM 300 for one single paper you know? OMG
i thought it might cost about. 30-100 ringgit only XDD
okayyy .out of the topic d XPP
so while waiting. and that was about. 2something.yeahh.
when i just told kelvin that i m so so so angry that the seiyea is not coming to meet me but go jj! and about to text her.
just took out the phone.unlocked.
she text me! haha. and then saw the msg that she's in parade now xD
aiyo. now just ignore what she did. embarassed me. better dont know XPP

then.we chit chat awhile. and she went to find her friends.
so we went to find angelying -- kelvin's.
omgg her friends.so pretty weyy hahaha.but i dont know what's her name. didnt ask.lazy to ask also XP
and we lepak in parade till 6something.and gabriel texted me that he's going to jj now.
so said byebye to them.and head to jj by taxi.
wtf! 9ringgit wor. just to go jj! omgg. gonna pokgai d la.

meet them there.and bought the ticket of "watchmen" i dont know it's 18sg or sx.
and then saw TEH.edwin.golo and sb there. TEH decided to go celebrate yk's bday with us.KIZUNA.
finally saw sb's girl -- victoria. quite pretty. kl lang' ..err they told me that.
went kizuna by yk's car.
and wanbang invited susumel to come to yk's bday also.
haha so shy for what?she didn't even talk to me properly la! i m not that ugly la yer. XP
when we just reached there.found that i didnt bring my charger!! omgg.
only 20% battery left.GOSHHHHH

CCB had dinner there too! XP fucking funny la they XD
and went clubbing with them. KRAVE.
i gave my first time to them! hahahaha
i mean my first time clubbing XD sat there for about 1hour d. just felt like wanted to dance.but the watch showed me that it's already 1150! omgggg
time to go movie.wtff
so after said bye to CCB. heading to jj.saw a familiar car outside. hongyan's mum!!
haha so we greet her. and she asked us where we going. and requested to fetch us there.
ahdou and wb sit the front sit XDDD luckily they are thin XDDD
after reached jj. i asked ahdou. what if the stair there not much ppl and they ask for our IC.
and he said" no worries! last time we went watch movie also. all under age. but can still in! "
so we decided. if cant in.just go back to krave and play.
HAHAHAHA they really dont let us in. XD
and no money refund back. goshhhhh!

no choice. we walked back to dongkui and went every pubs thereXDD
but i guess that's just too early. not much ppl there xP
went shark.sincero.voodoo.and..a so-called "ballroom" pub.
saw the lenglui friend --sinpei who i mentioned just now. in sincero.
and a lengzai -- davin. in sincero too.
around.0240. we felt that shark is too noisy and nothing to do there d.
so decided to go voodoo and see. on the way to there.
i asked them to go see whether CCB still in krave anot.
haha thought they were back d! XD
still DANCING inside weyXD fucking high!!
so we went inside and saw cody.

after sometimes. ahdou said his brother's coming to fetch us.
so say byebye to CCB . went to infi and wait.
knew another lengzai -- alex. CHINASTRONG!! XD
fucking lengzai wey!! skin fair. perfect face.OMGGG

after back to ahdou's home.bathed.
we watched a movie somemore.XDD
but halfway i fall asleep d xP so tiredd!

about 11something. we woke up.
and his mum called. asked us to prepare.to go out and have breakfast.
delicious!! that noodle. the soup.
WENG FOK.err not sure the spelling. but in chinese is.永福 i think.及第面麻辣面. there.

went backk at12 something.
and found that the phone's left in his house! XP
omgggggggggg no phone for two dayss!!!
but slept the whole day today.
nothing much to talk about.
so yeah. BYEE everyone.

MATHS.SCIENCE. haha.

2009-03-03T01:07:00.000-08:00

owhhh!! didnt know the science paper is on today! XD
plus, when i just reach school.straight away slept on my friend's chair.

that's so comfortable XPP his chair different one.its like a boss chair. or something like that.
slept until the bell rang haha.
and when we came back to the class. only my friend told me that the science period is first period.WTFF!
quickly pick out a book to study haha
but anyway. after she distributed the papers. luckily the things i did study XPP
so. knew how to do most of the questions XP
and the funniest thing was when i just finished doing the question.
and i look to them. one fellow was looking in the science note book and finding answerXDD
omggg how dare! XD and the teacher was just sitting in the front there.

it's so easy when i saw there's only about the first chapter!XPP
but after i read through all the questions.
found out there are two questions which are in chapter 2 . *i guess xP
so started to do and finished 18 questions. only realized that i don't have a pencil to draw the graph XDD
wondering how to get a pencil.but found it in my desk.dont know whose pen also XP
just use it. hees.
and the teacher was so kind. he gave us ten minutes extra to do.
but still that's not really enough for most of us.
except for those who are like me. didnt know how to do!! XD

today.might be the first day to study sejarah.
BLESS ME. haaaa

THIRD. hees.

2009-03-02T02:11:00.000-08:00

got shocked when i just woke up. haha got a pimple today!!! omggggg that's so big! ugly me.XP

had my malay and history test today.
malay i copied. but did some la of course.xP
after that when having history.
the moment he gave me the paper.i was like.WTFF!whats that on this paper?
read and read again.three times i read the first question but still can't get itXDDD
so then i dont care about the teacher already. COPY COPY COPY
almost 50/55 questions are copied RIGHT from my friend XPP
but that daib teacher can't even see itXD

wahhh my perfume!! haha got my first perfume~XPP
my mum bought it for me in KLIA! wanna see?

DIESEL FUEL FOR LIFE
120ML.
haha.USE WITH CAUTION.XD

yeahhh!i was so happy when she took it out from her bag!xPP

it's time to tell something about my school.
don't know what's wrong with my english teacher today.
she was so so so different today!
her face was always hanging the SMILE sign last time
but today.she didnt even smile when she came to our class.
and whatever she said also i didnt look at her face xP so bad right?XPP

and the fucking kis**** who sit behind me.he's like a BIGGGGG baby! real big child!
love to disturb people when he's free. haha.
when i was listening to the teacher.he would pull my chair suddenly! shocked so many times!
but i did something today! HAHAHAHAHAHA
when he was talking to the teacher.i mean, he was trying to tell something.
i picked his eraser and throw at him!XD
kena his face.and all of them were laughing like shit!XDDDDD
and the teacher stared at usXPPPPP

not bad today. but the only thing is.MY PIMPLEE!!!!how do i make it disappear from my face!!!!XP

I HAD A BAD DAY.REAL BAD DAY.WTF!

2009-02-28T20:45:00.000-08:00

fuck wey today!
i was thinking to go out today!but then don't know what's wrong with my mum today.
when i just woke up at around.10somehting just now.
and so of course i have to ask for permission to go out mah right?
so i asked. "mii, are you going out today?"
and she was like.WTF! and said" gogogo!go what la go! all also cant go out today!"
MOTHER F***** !
whats her problem la! what did i do woh?
scold me !? goshhhhhhh
somemore that's my bestfriend's bday la ding.
what to do?she told us. "don't even know how to earn money.and spending so much already."
what's that?OMG . 21century la aunty. dont know how to earn money.
you dont let me go work also =.= how do i earn?

PLUS. i dont have a girlfriend also.what can i do outside?
go prostitute? omg.

the first post in blogspot. CALLMELOUIS.

2009-02-27T21:28:00.000-08:00

well. there's nothing much to crap about me.
LOUIS. 17. IPOH.
erh.i dont think there's any things i can tell.
ask me if you want to know more.

so lets start.

actually i should be lepak-ing in ipoh parade right now.
but unfortunately. the guy who gave me life doesn't allow me to go out.wtf!
no cab. or i will be killed by him. XP

boring hell.
only facing the computer and sing along with my two old speakers.*my two old friends * haha
and sister just came back from the so-called "meeting" but she was just a minute member in her society.(volleyball)

heading to downstairs now.TV TIME.
so yeah. byee. thanks for reading my first blog!
have a happy day.